chapter 12(3)

Mara steps out, walks to the apartment, and grabs the spare key from under the potted plant beside the door. As she walks off and into the apartment, I sigh. I don't know what to do. I have found myself in a predicament; Kyan is my best friend and like a brother to me. Marabella is the only person I’ve ever wanted, and she is exactly why I have never dated. I have loved her since I was a kid, always drawn to her for some reason. But now it makes sense why Kyan would force me to the brothels, saying I need to get her out of my system and forget about her. After the first time, I felt disgusted with myself, so I never went back there. Well, not to get laid, anyway. Although Kyan; he hates being touched in general, so I’m a little surprised he even went to them in the first place. I know he isn't a virgin, but I always joked that he would have the girl wrapped in cling wrap while he double wrapped his cock to avoid skin contact. Kyan is not someone who enjoys physical contact. It repulses