#Chapter 46: Paranoia

When I make my way to my desk, the entire cubicle pit is buzzing about the new rumors. Miles agreeing to an interview with a competitor has the entire office in an uproar. Most people are excitedly sharing the news and their opinions. Many are stressed or annoyed. Only Amber looks actively depressed. She must see this as a rejection. No doubt she’s been persistent in trying to get an interview with Miles. For him to say yes to someone else and not her has got to sting. From her dejected posture, she’s clearly given up. I haven’t. I’m getting closer to something in my research. Soon, I’ll be able to approach Miles with my own proposal. As long as I can manage before he actually has that other interview, I might have a shot. Granted, it’s just as possible that Miles will reject me. In which case, I’m sure I’ll feel just like Amber is now. But I can’t get upset until if and when that actually happens. I need to hold my head up high and keep trying. It isn’t over until it’s over.