#Chapter 102 - It's Been A Long Day

Stella My eyes feel sore and my body has tensed up. Ever since I got home a few hours ago, I have remained underneath the cover of my sheets and blankets, protecting myself from the horrible world that surrounds me. The sheets act like a layer of armor, hiding me away from the cruel world. I do not wish to leave. I wish to stay here in my bed and ignore the rings and vibrations that come from my phone. It sits on the bedside table, buzzing away almost two times every hour. I tried to anticipate the buzzes, wanting to make a game out of it to distract myself from the ugly truth that is my life, but they come whenever I least expect it, always keeping me on my toes. I do not know what this people want from me. A part of me feels bad that I have not responded to their messages, but I know that as soon as I open up my phone, Adrian’s name will be plastered across the screen, begging to talk or to have some kind of form of forgiveness. How does he not know that I wish to never see