Chapter12:Eh, it's complicated

Ethan's POV Corey's words stunned me. His harshness wounded me. But at the same time, I was aware of how he felt. He was angry, and he was hurt. I never knew how much my actions affected him until now. Even though harsh words were coming out of his mouth, his eyes said things differently. They looked more sad than angry, and I was to be blamed for it. But that doesn't mean I'm going to listen to him and give up! Quite the contrary. I'll work even harder to be with him. I know he doesn't need me. He was happier without me, but I needed him. Especially after last night... That night, I went home feeling a mixture of excitement and confusion. I couldn't recognize myself anymore. The old Ethan would've never touched another man so carelessly as he knew his family and so-called friends would never accept him. Acceptance was a big deal to me. I didn't care what anyone thought of me anymore. And I also was selfish enough not to leave him alone. He squirmed in my arms as I hugged him from behi