Chapter 101

Kade I didn't know what to feel. My head was blank. I didn't know what to do or how to react. One part of me wanted to let go of it, of everything, but the other... It raged like an angry storm ready to destroy whatever appeared at its sight. And if care was not taken, the other raise of me would win. A thin line was responsible for keeping me in check. I hope the line doesn't cut. For days, I've been buried in alcohol and smoking. I didn't know what to do. I was a total mess. My daily routine was to wake, think, drink, smoke, think... Food was the last thing on my mind...And sleep. I was sure I would have lost a bit of weight. But that was my least concern. All my life, I had been waiting for this day, but I didn't expect it to turn out like this. Why was she even involved in it? She ruined everything. When I thought everything was perfect. When I thought my whole life was beginning to make sense, especially with my mate by my side, the past came to read its ugly head. I could have le