Once and for all

(Camilla’s POV) The night had settled into a calm silence, broken only by the neutral music I’m playing on my speakers. Kalel and I sat in my apartment’s cozy living room. The half-empty pizza box sat between us on the coffee table. He was carrying it when he came to my apartment. His intention was to bring pizzas despite knowing that I’m currently on a strict diet. But I’d rather break my diet than be silent right now. It feels awkward for some reason. He is especially very annoyed looking right now. Is it because he’s hurt anywhere? I didn't have the chance to ask. I took another bite of my slice, though my appetite is more out of habit than hunger. I could feel Kalel’s eyes on me, watching me with a mixture of concern and something else I couldn’t quite place. The silence stretched on, growing heavier with each passing second, until finally, Kalel broke it. “Camilla,” he said, his voice quiet but steady. “Do you still love Lester?” Do I still love who?! My head snapped up, my eyes w