Chapter 87

The tears I'd been holding for so long made their way out and my mom choked on a sob as she hugged me. I panted, choked and cried; my body heaving uncontrollably as I clutched to the pain in my chest. "I-I can't live without her and it's....it's so fucking hard" "I know, I know" My mom said and I knew she was trying hard not to cry "It's gonna be okay" "No it's...n-not" I said "I did all of this to her...If it wasn't for me she-" I trailed on crying like a child. No one would ever see this side of me except my mom or my mate. "Now you listen to me Ethan Lytton" My mom said lifting my head so I could look at her "The rogues did this to her and she's going to be okay do you hear me?" I stayed silent for a while before nodding "Now when she wakes up, if she can't change anymore you're gonna have to be the strong one, you're gonna have to be there for her and you won't be able to if you're overwhelmed with guilt." "You're right" I said st