Chapter 78

Arthur's Pov; Coming back to the house I live with Natasha felt more like hell for me. Going back there each day makes me feel so miserable even without being miserable. What baffles me is how the one I saw some months again seems to disappear from this planet. Am so sure that I actually saw my Aliyah that day and I have been trying my best to find her but all my efforts keeps proving abortive no matter how hard I try. Why is life being so unfair to me? I have a feeling I will find her in no distant time. I will do whatever it takes to find her and make her mine. You might be wondering what will Natasha's fate but you see right now I don't care. Am so tired of depriving myself of the true happiness I deserve which am not getting from Natasha. We might have stayed together with each other for a long time I still don't love her. I have tried so many times to grow that love but I just can't. Why is all this happening to me? I drove my car absentminde