What Should I Do?

Elizabeth looked for James for a whole day, but there was no news about him. The next day, she got up early in the morning. She was in a hurry to go to Liang Company, because she had to ask for leave. She had never asked for leave in the school or in the places she had worked. However, at this time, she was not in the mood to work at all. She wanted to find James. Although she didn't know where he was, if she didn't find him, it would be meaningless for her to work, She would live a life worse than death. She arrived at Liang Company at eight o'clock. Looking at the time, she only hoped that Director Fang had arrived at the company. In that case, she could leave earlier and then go to Lu Enterprises. It was Monday, and James would work in Lu Enterprises. "Elizabeth!" When Elizabeth turned around, she saw Evelyn smiling and running towards her with a bag on her back. "Evelyn, why are you here so early?" "Yeah." Evelyn stood in front of her and said, "Didn't I tell you about the design draft that day? I polished it in the dormitory in the past two days. I couldn't wait to show it to Director Fang, so I came early." Elizabeth nodded, "Well, believe yourself. You can do it." After that, she looked around and asked, "Didn't you come to work by your electrical bicycle today?" "Oh, I was focused on polishing my draft yesterday and forgot to charge it, so I got here by taxi for the first time." Evelyn said with a smile and stared at Elizabeth, "Hey, what's wrong with you? Your eyes are red and swollen, and you have terrible dark eye circles." Elizabeth shook her head, "Nothing, maybe I didn't sleep well." "Come on!" Evelyn frowned, "You look listless, and you're in a low spirit. Didn't you sleep well? Don't lie to me." Elizabeth pursed her lips. Originally, she thought that she could pretend well, but she didn't expect that Evelyn still sensed her abnormality. Thinking about the things that had happened in the past two days, she felt very uncomfortable in her heart, but she did not know how to say it. "Tell me!" Seeing that Elizabeth was not willing to speak, Evelyn was a little anxious, "Have you suffered a grievance? Or have you been bullied?" As soon as she finished her words, she shook her head and denied it, "No, your husband treats you so well and dotes on you a lot. No one dares to bully you." Hearing this, Elizabeth felt sadder, just because Evelyn said that James treated her very well. Yes, he was so good to her, but she couldn't find him at this time. When she thought of his kindness and their current relationship, her eyes were brimming with tears, and she felt so nervous and worried. "Hey! What on earth has happened?" Evelyn got a little flustered, "Why do you suddenly cry?" Elizabeth shook her head with tears in her eyes. At first, she wanted to say that she was fine, but she was facing Evelyn, her best friend with whom she could talk everything. She had been disturbed for two days. At this time, she couldn't control herself, sniffed, and then rushed to Evelyn and hugged her, not caring that people were coming and going in front of the Liang Company. "Evelyn, what should I do?" Seeing Elizabeth crying out loud so sadly, Evelyn was panicked and looked around. Although some people in twos and threes were looking at them, it was early, and there were not so many people at the gate. However, she didn't know why Elizabeth cried like this. In the end, she dragged Elizabeth to a secluded corner. "Elizabeth, don't cry, and don't be anxious first. Just tell me what has happened. Okay? It's useless for you to keep everything in your heart. Tell me and we can think of a solution together. What do you think?" ...... "What?" After patiently listening to Elizabeth telling the whole story with tears, Evelyn opened her mouth in great shock. She didn't know what to say for a while. Elizabeth sniffed and looked at Evelyn pitifully, "Evelyn, what... do you think... I should do now?" She really didn't know what to do, so she told Evelyn everything. She didn't want Evelyn to stand on her side and say that she was right. She... just wanted Evelyn to give her some advice and tell her what she should do next to make James forgive her. Hearing this, Evelyn scratched her hair in a dilemma, "Well..." She sighed helplessly, "It's really a little hard to solve this matter." This news really surprised her. She had seen James several times. Although she felt that he was lofty, he was really nice to Elizabeth. From the small things that Elizabeth told her and the happiness on Elizabeth's face, she knew that their love was true and deep. According to what Elizabeth had said just now, it was a beautiful day, but such a bad thing had happened. It really made her feel sad... Alas! Seeing how grieved Elizabeth was, her heart ached severely. "Evelyn, he said that I was selfish... I only cared about myself but never thought about his feelings. He also said that I didn't even tell him about it and regarded him as a fool. That was not true! I didn't think for him at that time indeed, but I didn't fool him..." Evelyn took a look at Elizabeth and felt somber when she saw Elizabeth sobbing. She took out a tissue from her bag and wiped Elizabeth's tears, "Don't cry anymore."  Elizabeth grabbed Evelyn's hand, "Evelyn, I really didn't cheat him, but he didn't believe me." Evelyn was someone she trusted so much, so she told her about everything, "He not only didn't believe me, but also misunderstood the relationship between me and Theodore." "He was furious. I've never seen him lose temper like that." "If I knew that he would be so angry, I wouldn't have eaten the pills no matter what." "However, I had really stopping eating the pills long ago, and I explained it to him, but he still didn't believe me, and he... doesn't want to go home now." He didn't go back home, which meant that he was very mad. Besides, she was afraid that he would suddenly come round and then divorce her. Evelyn hesitated for a moment and said, "Elizabeth, to be honest, you've really made a mistake." She smiled awkwardly, "I know that you are sad now, but I have to say that you should have talked to your husband before you decided to eat the pills. Think about it. Your mother-in-law said that she wanted you to give birth to a baby many times, and your husband has mentioned it again and again. In the past, you found excuses and didn't tell them the truth, so they just felt that they should keep waiting patiently. Fortunately, your mother-in-law is not so difficult to deal with. You don't know that when many women get married, their mothers-in-law urges them to give birth to children. If they can't get pregnant after a few months, they will insult her and scold her."  "If you really don't want to have a child now, you can talk to them. Your mother-in-law is a very nice lady, and your husband also treats you very well. If you tell them your real thoughts, they may feel a little sad because they can't have a baby soon, but they are very likely to support your decision. But things are completely different now because you've cheated them." "If I were your husband, I would also be angry if I knew it. Sometimes, giving birth to a child is not necessarily because of love. But if a woman is unwilling to give birth to a child for her husband, you will think that she doesn't love her husband, right?"