Chapter 38

"I had treated you like that because I was scared. I was scared of you getting hurt from other things besides me, such as my past. I didn't want my past to catch up with me and hurt you so I thought rejecting you and pushing you away was keeping you safe, but it was actually harming you more. I can't push you away anymore. My past is something big and it's a story I'm not ready to tell you let but I will eventually… If you let me. I will do anything. Anything for you; just to get you to forgive me. I want us to be together. I don't care about my past anymore. I mean I do, but I'm not going to let it hurt you. I don't care what anybody thinks anymore. I won't care if I have to turn into your slave for you to take me. I wouldn't care if I had to change. If I had to becoming a big softy for you, because I know it'd be worth it because I love you. One last chance is all I'm asking for, Talisa, please.' He explained. Aw, shit. He really does love me. But I still don't know if I