REGRETS

Chapter 20 Regrets  Lila I couldn't deny the strong regret that filled my heart when I got home and fully realized what I had just done. Everything replayed in my head again and I knew I had made a mistake.  I shouldn't have slapped him, maybe it was reflex, I had felt myself falling back into his arms and before I could completely, I did my best to push him away.  There was only one positive, maybe he would get the hint and finally leave me alone but the small sting even then told me that it wasn't exactly a positive.  I stared at my phone, the urge to send a text, apologize strong but I held back. I sent a text to the twins nanny, asking her how they had slept. I knew she wouldn't respond then but at least it distracted my mine a little.  I managed to sleep although it wasn't exactly a peaceful or smooth one. My mind couldn't stop drifting to the events in the restroom and not just the slap.  The kiss kept replaying in my head. The way his hands had held my waist possessivel