Chapter 189

Remy's POV I couldn't sleep. Lying in bed in the dark of night, I stared at the ceiling lamp. I was in pain, and I had to admit that I wished I hadn't met Abby today. Amanda's death seriously affected my state of mind. For a long time, I had been suffering from insomnia and anxiety. I even fantasized that it was all fake, that Amanda's death was fake. My madness made everyone nervous, and I gradually felt reluctant to let myself be so weak. I wanted to be who I used to be. I was so vulnerable because of a woman. It didn't sound like me. My heart sank uncontrollably, and my hands were tied. I went to the balcony to let the win refresh my mind. There was no moon or stars today. It was a cloudy day. From a distance, the sea level was whipped up by the wind, rising and falling ceaselessly, just like my uneasy heart. I took many deep breaths, yet I still couldn't calm down. I could only turn on my phone and gawked