Chapter 94

"I remember the name of the songs that made you cry. You would scream, we would fight, you would always call me crazy , I would laugh, you were mad but you'd always kiss me . And the shirt that I had that you always borrowed , made me realize that I couldn't live without you . " A smile crept on my face as I tried so hard not to giggle as those are part of the lyrics of a song . "The time when I left , it was hard for me . I couldn't sleep , I couldn't eat and there's this chant in me telling me to come back to you . You were the only thing I see whenever I closed my eyes , sometimes I wish that I'll never have to wake up anymore so that's I could see you . You know , I've been having all these nightmares and seeing you is my only way up feeling so defenseless ." He started to choke on his words as our distance became smaller . "It hurts knowing that you'll never wanting to see me again when I want to hold you in my arms so badly my muscles started to ache . " he paused , looking into