#Chapter 86 Anxiety

Logan As soon as Emily took her spot in the passenger side of Michael's car, I have not been able to contain the erratic anger that forms and bubbles inside of my chest. I know that it has blossom from a place of pure and utter jealousy, over the fact that I am unable to keep Emily near me at all times, that she is willing to give her full attention to a man that she claims to no longer love while denying me the honor of being in her presence. It kills me that I cannot control the people in our life. I never want to control her, knowing that it is the one thing that will truly force her out of my life if I make her feel like a pawn in a game that she does not want to be a part of, but I wish that I can control the board around her. My feelings for her have never been stronger and I can't help but feel that stinging sensation of rejection form across my skin. Something is bound to happen with Michael. By himself, he is slimy and scummy, and I would give up everything if it meant t