Chapter 179

"You are a real angel like your mom baby girl! You have a great future in front of you and I know that one day you are going to be the best there is. I am proud of you already and I love you as much as I would have loved you from the beginning. Take care of mom and follow your heart! If this is the last time I see you I want you to know that your existence is a blessing for me, you are my miracle!" I whisper from almost inside me and she smiles even more like she has listened to me. I feel ready to break again so I kiss her one more time and storm out of her room like someone is chasing me, well, the pain I feel is chasing me but... Now it's not time for crying, it's time to end this! I run down the stairs on my toes and fortunately I see nobody till I get out of the pack house. The cold breeze hits my skin and I take one deep breath gaining my strength again. I look around me in hurry and start walking with quick steps heading to the