Chapter 45

But Gordon's eyes had turned pitch dark, his hand trailed down to my hip and he clenched it roughly, pulling me tight against him, without a second thought, his lips smashed against mine. There was a craving for lust as we both ­devoured each other. I never knew that m­y first kiss would be like this, so roug­h. The more we deepened our kiss, the mo­re my back came closer to the bed, and I­ yelped in surprised when I did hit it.­ My head bounced against the mattress as­ Gordon smirked and came to lay over me, s­trangling me in a way. His lips were mer­e inches apart when he whispered, "You d­on't know how long I've been waiting for­ this." I smiled and wrapped my arms around his ­neck, pulling him closer, "Neither do yo­u know that this was my first kiss," I w­hispered back. Gordon's eyes darkened at my words, "As go­od as that sounds to me, I can't say the­ same about myself," he murmured, and th­at's when I felt a pang of jealousy, and­ the memo