Chapter 26

I quite enjoyed the fact that Amelia and I have become such good friends over the past few days. Which really came to my advantage when I needed a friend to talk to. In my whole life from the moment I was born up until now I had never been on a date. Like every teen, I've watched romance movies. Read a novel or too. Had friends who've been on countless dates, ad friends that lived to brag about such dates the following day. Nothing you read, watch, or experience 2nd hand will ever to enough to prepare you for this huge milestone in your life. For many at this age, the huge milestone that would be heading my way would be marriage. Or giving birth to my first child. I of course had already had my first child, but it wasn't from marriage. Times like this I realize how crappy my life was been. I'm not here to sulk or complain because of course I'm still alive, aren't I? That should be all that matters, but it's not. I've missed out on so much in my life and there isn't much more time to