Chapter 153

He was imagining a white little girl, who was so cute and trembling, as if he was crazy.... He didn't think these thoughts were filthy and dirty. Because of love, he had desire. If it was a woman that he had no feelings for, he had no interest at all. It was because of this strong feeling that he wanted to try all the methods he had learned in the past thirty-two years with her.... He had been well prepared and might frighten her, but it happened all of a sudden and he was caught off guard. The little woman in the bathroom sobbed, "go away. I want to be alone. You, you rascal!" She was asleep. How could he still treat her like that? Would she get pregnant now? She put her hand on her flat belly and bit her lips nervously and fearfully. What if she was pregnant? What should she do if there was a baby inside? Her relationship with Jimmy was just stable. She was only eighteen years old and hadn't finished her college yet. She still had a long life to live in the future. It was un