Chapter 34

Jas" point of view I nodded in accord with her proposal that I sleep in her place. It is hard for me to deny that it affects my mood. When she approached and hugged me around the waist, my stomach dropped and I couldn't budge from my stance. The anxiousness flowed through my body as she put his face against my chest. I felt my heart racing for a few seconds, and I knew she heard it. I'm not sure what she was thinking when listening to my irregular heart rhythm, and I wish she could feel how vibrant I am now. I hope she knew that whenever she is with me, my being brightens, but I know she won't because she has no idea what I am feeling for her. I wish I had the guts to admit my feelings for her; I hope I could prove to her that I am worthy of her; I wish I didn't have my illness so that I could love her freely. My decision was correct; she deserved someone who could always find time to love, care for, and make an effort for her. I regain my composure and return her hug. M