EPILOGUE

I have no idea what El will do now that I have told her about Ivan. I am glad I told her that thing, but there is also a thorn in my heart. I am now thinking about what my next step is. I wonder what will happen because I can't do anything. I am still in the hospital to this day. I woke up, but that didn't mean I was well. The redness returned to my body after El and I talked. I just convinced her that what was happening to me was normal and I was fine but the truth is, I was not sure when I would be able to leave this hospital. My situation is getting worse. My illness had a different effect on me. It was worse than I expected because of the mixed emotions I felt. El is innocent and I don"t want her to know the truth because I"m sure she will blame herself. I stared at the door when I felt the doorknob move. The door opened and Baki entered with one palm in the pocket of her jacket. I can see her expression change, she is serious as if we have something important to