Chapter 179

He didn't try to hold me or touch me which i frowned at. As much as i hate to admit it, i missed his touch. I know it was only like last night - the last time he touched me - but it felt like ages! I guess that saying is true; you don't realise what you have until it's gone. Walking up to him, i lightly brush my hand against his. He didn't respond so i entwined our fingers together and smiled when he tightened his grip. This is the first time i have willingly touched him and allowed him to touch me. It's a huge step and i feared for the future. If i'm falling for him, then what will happen when we get saved? Will i want to leave him or will i go to my brothers? And what about calling my brother? Will i still have the guts to call him or not? I felt sick after that. What kind of friend am i? I can just feel my feelings for him develop. I know that by the end of the week, if he keeps this up, then i'll allow him to mark me. The mate bond will contin