Chapter63: In his drunken state

Freda's POV “Leave me alone,” I said in a sharp tone as I moved my head away from his, breaking the kiss. He tried to pull me closer again, but this time, I did not give in, and he had no choice but to let me be. He gave a straight stare for a moment as if he was trying to think of what to say, and finally ruffled his hair into a mess. I guessed he was frustrated, but I did not care either. All that played in my mind was him having sex with that strange girl, and I hated the way I was feeling about it. “Don't do this, Freda.” He said in a low voice, and I tilted my head slowly to look at him with the side of my eye.  “Why. Did you think of me when you had sex with her?” I said as I did not know what to say, and he took a deep breath as he tilted his head away slowly, wiping his face slowly as if he were thinking of what to say. “What am I even saying? Do you even place me where I am thinking you are? I am just one of your tools.” I said, and he tilted his head to look at me quickly. I