Chapter 123

"We can't be together Adrian, believe me you don't want to be with me" I said, trying my best not to let the tears come "What will it take for you to see that?" "It will take emptiness here" He said using his hand t was on my face to grab my hand and plae it on his chest, above his heart "Emptiness instead of heat and memories" I stood tensely, all too aware of the geen eyes on my face. All too aware of the broad shoulders only inches from mine. "you're running again Nate, It's time to tell me what you're so afraid of" Of you. Of myself I wanted to scream. Of the things you make me feel and a past I've tried o hard to forget "Nothing" "You're lying"  I didn't deny it "It's finished. It has to be finished" "it's just beginning" I shivered at the determination coating his words "I can" I looked down and caught sight of the scars on my wrist, feeling the others on my stomac