Chapter19: Peace of mind

I BIT DOWN my lip. I wanted to protest for what he did, but my throat seemed to be dry. “Not so fast, baby,” he told me before spitting on the surface of the bed. He held it in his hands as if it were hard steel, softly stroking it down and up. Because of the excitement that surrounded me, I wanted to withdraw. For a brief moment, he glanced down at me, and the swirls of emotion I saw there made me gasp. Slowly, his lips moved closer to mine. He is now softly kissing me; it is so slow and gentle. While one of his fingers combs my hair, the other caresses my face. I moan in pleasure. I was breathless with delight as he showered me with more gentle and soft kisses. As our kiss deepened, I ran my tongue across his teeth and swallowed his moan. I could feel his readiness between my thighs. For a little moment, we parted even more to open my thighs softly. I took a deep breath. I felt like I was on the brink of death when I thought about it. I almost lost my sanity when I felt its explicit