Chapter 41 Chill

　　Emelia stares at me is surprise. Her lips are open and look shiny because of my and her saliva. “ Cody, I… Thank you.” She seems to say something special, but she stops and thanks me. “ Why are you thanking me?” Amilia looks me in the eye and smiles. “ Thank you for treating me equally and thank you for treating me with love.” Love? I am the one who is surprised this time. Is this called love? What is love? I don’t know. I have only seen my father bullying my mother and my mother is suffering. My mother told me it was because of love. I have always thought that love means being tortured willingly. Why does Emelia say that I am treating her with love? What kind of love is this? 　　I don’t ask these questions out and of course Emelia doesn’t answer me. She looks at me quietly. Me in her eyes looks confused. I quickly change my facial expressions and pretend to be calm. I lower my head and take some of the cream onto my hand and rub it between my fingers to warm it up. Then I bring my fi