Chapter50:

I am still so pissed about what Dane asked of me in the middle of the night. Banging around the kitchen while I make myself a snack, mid-study day at home, and I’m getting angrier the more I think about it. Because of that ass, I barely slept and woke up still this angry. Who does that? Admit to having feelings for the person you know has feelings for you, but draw a line and a no-date ban while asking them never to date anyone at all so they can handle their emotions. He has some nerve. That’s next-level rejection right there. If he hadn’t blatantly thrown Charmaigne in my face, rubbed it in, and used her, I might have been more open to us agreeing to a dry dating spell. Seeing no one while we respectively took care of our own feelings, but he offered nothing in comparison. He didn’t even mention it at all. Now I’m raging at the fact that he obviously intends to still date after all of that, and it’s just me who isn’t allowed. He is such a selfish and self-obsessed jerk. Do my feeling