Chapter70:

I may be a virgin, but I'm not dense, and I’m somewhat of a feminist. I don’t believe what’s okay for a guy shouldn’t be okay for a girl, but his reasoning isn’t the physical. He likes that I have never cared about another guy in that way, so I guess it’s not the same. I can sort of forgive that, even if it does feel a little douchebaggy. “Stop making me feel like there’s something wrong with me for it. I’m not cool with that. I hate when you say it.” I point out, breaking my mild temper and sighing, that this topic brought a real issue I had not even considered to my doorstep. Sex. My heart sinks now that it’s glaringly obvious and in my face and a hurdle we have to cross. Dane is used to it, seems to have it frequently and I am so not even close to being someone ready to take that step. I haven't even thought about it and what having a boyfriend changes, given I don’t want to go there yet. That’s a whole other thing I never considered in what we were starting. I don’t even know when