chapter 38:

* * * * * Shiela's POV He kept calling for a while, but when he realized I wasn't answering, he ended the call . After some time I didn't bother looking up till I smelled it after hearing my door open and close and assuming it was Glinda or Lincoln doing it . I hope I could stop being aroused by certain smells, and I wish I could wake up one day and detest them . But since none of this occurred, it appears that it cannot happen again . I keep wanting more and more of him, which makes me even more angry with myself . He is looking down at me like I'm a statue or a model from a dream . Are you going to say anything or are you just going to stand there and look down at me ? " He continued to look down at me and touch his temples as I questioned . " Or will you punish me instead ? Maybe make my hurt and damaged self even worse ? If so, I was prepared to kick him in the behind . Despite everything I had stated, he continued to do nothing but smile like a stupid or, should I say,