Chapter 4

It had been three days since I first shifted I was still running farther away from my old pack. I had jumped in water so they couldn't follow my scent, I was now resting by a pond that had a small waterfall. I continued to walk around the pond as I dipped my finger in the water swirling it. I was quiet and soothing but I quickly stood up when I heard a branch snap. I looked around as I slowly back away from the pond. I was near the trees until I saw six wolves pop out of nowhere growling at me. I slowly moved back fear was being pumping through my blood. I saw them start shifting and I quickly turn away. "Hey you can look now," a gruff and strong voice told me. I slowly turned back around, I was greeted with poker-faces. The Alpha was standing in the middle he was about in his late 30s'. I knew he was an alpha because his authority radiated off of him, so did the person one his left. I guessed that was his son they had the same hair color and the same powerful and scary stance. He had jet black hair with piercing green eyes with flecks of gold in them. He looked around the same age as me. He's yummy, Sapphire purrs. I roll my eyes mentally at her. Then there was a boy with dirty blonde hair and pale blue eyes standing best to him, probably his beta. Then a guy with brown hair and dark grey with brown in them on the left. After that twins standing side by side, they both had the same curly brown hair and one had pale green eyes, the other had dark green eyes. I start to back away slowly, as soon as I toke one step the man in the center growled at me. I flinched at the sound it was scary but me carrying Alpha blood caused the sounds authority to lessen. I gulped looking into the man's eyes. I was in one hell of a situation. "What are you doing on Imperial Moon Pack territory?" the alpha questions me. I sigh there was no point I was going to be killed, I really didn't care at this point. I left my pack, my mate rejected me, my loving parents were dead there was nothing to live for. "I'll ask again what are you doing on my pack's land?" his alpha tone seeping into his question. "Can you just kill me already?" I snap at him. Surprise flashed through their eyes but they quickly recover and then the one who I assumed was the Alpha's son said," Why you here? Where's your family? What pack are you from?" I grit my teeth," I don't have a family, I never had a pack, and I never belonged there so can you kill me now?" I saw sympathy flash in their eyes when I mentioned my family. "What do you mean you never had a pack you must have came from some pack," The twin with pale green eyes whispered but I could hear it thanks to my werewolf hearing. I laughed bitterly,"Well since you won't shut up I'll tell you, my 'pack' tried me like dog shit. I did everything for them and they abused me, because they think I killed their Alpha, yes a fucking crying five year old can totally kill full grown ass alpha." "You see all the bruises on my face my 'pack' did this to me, I have no pack no family and I want to die so can you kill me now?" I asked bitterly. Then out of nowhere I was engulf in a hug, I started at the alpha as he pulled away. "I'm so sorry,"he said. I look into his eyes. They had tears in them and I could see only one expression in them. Pity. I look behind him and I see one of the twins let a single tear go but the same pitiful look plaster on all of their faces. "I don't need your pity,"I whisper and turn around. I grabbed my backpack and began walking away from them when I heard. "Why do you think she wants to die, her pack couldn't have treated her that bad," someone says in a hushed voice. Anger coursed through me, I turned to him and all of them stepped back. "Her eyes are black dad we should do something," the black hair kid said out loud, I turned to him and growled I could smell fear rising through them. He noticed he said it out loud and immediately cover his mouth. That's when I began my angry rant nothing was stopping me, I let my alpha blood reveal itself. I felt instantly more confident. "I'm sorry that I wasn't born with a fucking sliver spoon stuffed in my ass. I'm sorry that I was even born. And what I'm most sorry for is you having to meet me," I hissed at them I felt tears leaking out of my eyes. I didn't care nothing was holding me back. I was full on crying but that didn't break my voice Sapphire was howling and pushing me to let it out and I did,"YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO ASK ME HOW MY PACK TREATED ME WHEN YOU DONT EVEN KNOW YOU CANT JUDGE ME YOU FUCKING PRICKS. YOU KNOW WHAT TEN YEARS OF THAT SHITY LIFE DID TO ME. TEN FUCKING YEARS OF BEING BEATEN, WORKED TIL YOU BREAK EVERY BONE IN YOUR STUPID FUCKING ASS BODY. DO YOU KNOW HOW THAT FEELS?! YOU KNOW WHAT DO YOU EVEN KNOW THAT PAIN IVE BEEN THROUGH, WHAT ELSE HUH?! OH RIGHT GETTING FUCKING REJECTED BY YOUR FUCKING MATE!" I punch the tree and I heard it crack with one of my knuckles, I could also feel the pain of the wound on my stomach reopening but I continued to punch the tree,"DO YOU KNOW THE PAIN THAT COMES WITH KNOWING THAT YOUR MATE IS PROBABLY FUCKING ANOTHER PERSON! DO YOU KNOW THE PAIN OF HAVING YOUR MATE CALL YOU WORTHLESS, UGLY, WEAK, AND DISGUSTING! NO. NO YOU FUCKING DONT, SO HERES A FUCKING IDEA! WHY DONT YOU LIVE FOR TEN YEARS THE LIFE I LIVED, GET CUT, BEATEN, BE BROKEN, AND GET REJECTED BY YOUR MATE SEE HOW IT FEELS!" All my energy and anger was out I was drained, I stopped punching the tree and it fell to the ground I had punched it till it was broken in half. Dropped to my knees my tears were still flowing I looked at them they all looked sad and scared for their life but I saw another expression. Disgust. "Why doesn't anyone love me?" I whispered and began to feel dizzy. I notice the amount of blood on my hands and the wound on my shirt from the 'x' mark was bleeding rapidly. I smile at them and I passed. The last thing I remembered before being engulfed by darkness. All of them running towards me.