Chapter 46

Celie sat by my side and waited for me to calm down before she said anything. She knew that there were a lot of problems that I was dealing with right now and there were a lot of people that I was pretty pissed off with. She knew that it was all too much for me. I didn’t grow up with all of this so I didn’t know what I was in for. I didn’t know what to expect. I just didn’t want to be used anymore. I didn’t want anyone using me anymore. But that doesn’t change the fact that I can’t stop thinking about them. I’m always thinking about them. When they are near me, I need them to be near me. I want them near me. They are completely messing with my head and I had no idea how they were doing it. I rolled over a couple of times as I was getting uncomfortable in the one spot and I saw that the IV was finally finished so Celie had to walk around my bed and take it out of my hand. They were fluids to get the wolfsbane out of my system. “Why the hell are these hospital beds so big?” I asked. “Bec