Only If I Didn't Destroy Your Life

*Flashback continues* It was 5 am at morning. Siddharth was sitting on a hospital bench, well in a government hospital which he found nearest. His shirt was drenched with blood, blood of a 12 years old kid. His mind was blocked, completely. He had already committed a sin. ‘I shouldn't drive last night. I shouldn't.' He shook his head in no. It will be a sight worth of seeing a man like Siddharth crying like a kid who lost his mother in crowd. Gautam was pacing here and there. Suddenly his steps halted as he saw Arvind and Arunima almost running towards them. ‘Sid your.. your parents.' He shook his shoulder making him looking up. ‘MOM!! DAD!! I killed her, I killed a kid.' Siddharth fell on his knees. Arunima's world already shattered when Siddharth called them last night. They didn't waste any time to hurry, and at 5 am of morning they are here. Gautam pulled him up ‘Calm down Sid. She will be fine, just be strong man.' But Siddharth has no effect on him ‘I killed her Gautam, I