Chapter 46

Kay It's been two slow, horrible weeks, and I haven't heard anything from the boys yet. Carl's number is always off, and it scares the hell out of me. I haven't seen Rico either. I even went to Carl's house only to find unknown men there. I terribly miss him, and I'm hoping he won't be mad at me for standing up for his brother. Fuck, I wouldn't mind if Marcello or Theo were here, annoying me right now. What if they are dead? No, no, no, stop thinking about that shit. I would give anything to see Carl right now. I want him to be here. "You are not eating honey," I lift my gaze from the full plate of pasta to look at Andrea. She's doing so well so far, her beauty is back, and she's a gorgeous piece of work. Her black hair is tied up in a clean ponytail, and her face is made up. She wanted to start afresh, so she had her hair dyed. She's the kind of woman who dresses up every morning even when staying indoors. We have been spending a lot of time together. We frequently go s