Chapter 18 : Search

I stare up at the ceiling above us deep in thought. For so much time I truly believed a life without a mate would be perfectly fine. But as the bond deepens more and more I've begun to realize how truly screwed I was. I've messed everything up by getting to close to him. The rejection is going to hurt us both more than it should. If I had only allowed myself to keep my distance, this all would've been much easier. Now, I have to find him a new mate; someone to replace me when I have to leave. I'm sure there are plenty of girls willing to take my spot. There are so many pure, innocent girls within this pack that could do a much better job than I ever could at being the Luna. My job is to find one for Kayden and let him fall in love. Simple right? "What are you thinking so hard about?" A deep voice asked and I gasped in surprise. I didn't think he'd be awake already. "You know, just stuff..." I trailed off, turning over to my side to fa