Chapter 38 Joy

I'm pregnant. Pregnant, me. There's an actual baby in there. Holy shit. My mind still could not process the fact that there is a little person growing inside my stomach right now. It's been days since Kayden and I have been discharged from the pack hospital. I requested the nurse not to tell a single soul, for I myself wasn't ready to tell anyone at that time. As my mate showered I held my stomach with both hands, looking at it in amazement. So this little bugger is the reason I've been feeling sick lately. I thought, laughing at myself. I love my baby already and we don't even know if it's a boy or girl, although it's quite common to have a boy as your firstborn. Am I going to be a good mother? Will Kayden be angry? I don't know if he even wants a child, let alone have one now. Anxiety seeped onto my mind as I thought of ways he could react to this baby. He never mentions having kids, what if he decides not to keep it? I