Not A Competent Father

Herbert's POV: In the end, I let go of Connor. Because I deeply understood that I was the sinner. It was all because of me. Connor had indeed brought Bella to the hospital, but in fact, I had also thought about it this way. I was the one who had instructed Connor to contact the doctor and hospital. But in the end, I couldn't overcome my inner obstacles. When I was taking care of Lucas at the hospital, Connor drove to Bella. To be honest, when I learned that Bella had begun the operation, I felt a little relieved. There was finally hope for Lucas. He finally didn't have to die. But what followed was a painful accusation. Perhaps Bella was right. I was a devil. It was very quiet outside the operating room. The cold corridor was like a pool of stagnant water, which made people scared and worried. I stood in front of the window of the corridor, with my fist pressed against the hard wall. "I'm sorry for the child in her belly and her. It's all my fault. If I had been cruel enough to break u