Chapter 86

I left the party when I received a call and it wasn't from Ella, it was from Ava. The bad news is that I could barely hear her speak.  I hear her crying on the phone, I don't understand what is going on and why she hung up when I kept screaming her name. When she called, the first few seconds were silent until I had to scream ' Hello Hello' a couple of times and what broke the silence was her loud cry. I have to find her wherever she is,  she has to explain what is going on in her life. Lately, she hasn't been so active with her chat with me or calls. And I feel like this is part of my fault, I had been too occupied with my mates and didn't have enough time to check on my best friend. But she shouldn't have told! She should have ringed me and poured out to me and I will listen. I didn't choose to be all that busy, I have to be everywhere!  Everyone needs me, my mom needs me, my mates need me, my baby brother needs me, Jezz my fucking academics needs me too! I know it hasn't been okay f