chapter 31

They made sure that night they jammed the wolfsbane into me over and over, thrusting it until I bled, that I would never have children, that I would be useless except for being their toy. I was never a person to them, just a hole they could sink into when the need arose. Which scars will make Andrei give up and reject me? Will it be the ones pressed into my hips? Or the ones on my thighs? No, once he sees what they've done, there's no way he will keep up this gentle nature. He's an Alpha and if I ever was to be his mate, my job will be to give him an heir, and I can never do that. They ruined me beyond any possibility of repair and nothing would fix it. “What’s wrong? I can go,” Andrei’s soft voice breaks through once again, pulling me out of the dreadful thoughts. He has to be suspicious and already wondering what might be going on, since I still don’t move. “He won’t care, Sage,” Sierra tries to reassure me, even though her words do nothing but raise another unwanted wave of panic to