Chapter 170

I should have fled the house, disappeared in to thin air but I just sat still on the bed frozen on the moment. He didn’t answer me. He chose to ignore me as he always does. I still don’t know why I was putting up with him. Why can’t I just walk away from him? Why can’t I just ignore the love that I still feel for him? I felt my heart humming on my chest as I laid curled on one side of the bed. It felt cold like it has never been. I was no longer excited to be next to a man who was hiding secrets from me. Even as I heard him walk back to the room, I didn’t lift my head or look his way. I just wanted to avoid him. I wanted to be left alone with my own thoughts. I laid there like a log of tree, cold and stiff, as if I was nonexistence. This was the last chance I gave him and then he blew it up. I’ll never lift my mouth to speak to him again. My mind kept on repeating everything that have happened on my head until exhaustion took over. The next time I woke up, the sun was up and the room w