Chapter 175

After the detective left, I sat down thinking. There was no use crying anymore. what I feared the most came to a reality. I couldn’t stay in the house. It didn’t appeal to me anymore. I felt that the air was becoming heavy and that I couldn’t breathe properly. Adrian was my life and the thought of losing him killed me inside. I knew that I had to let him go. I didn’t hesitate. Without thinking any further, I took my car keys and jumped in to my car. I had no idea where I was going but I just needed to get out. I needed to do something to keep my mind busy. The only thought in my mind for days had been Adrian killing my parents. I couldn’t think of anything else. I drove around in circles without going anywhere in particular. I lost the count of times I had to drive on the roundabout next to my new apartment. I’m sure that I looked like a stupid woman but this was the only thing that was still helping me stay sane. Staying in the house alone was not an option for me now. I felt like a p