Chapter 190

Still stunned with the information that I have learned today, I jumped into my car. I wasn’t in the right mind to drive but I couldn’t care less. I felt like my head was heavy with a burden that I’ve carrying for so long and I needed to release them. Only, I didn’t know how. I ‘ve cried so much over the past few days and I’m still crying because the conspiracies are too damn hard to handle. I just realized that I had misunderstood everything. I sped over the highway with nowhere in particular to go to. I always do this when I was lost and right now, I needed someone to hold me, someone who can help me handle everything. Then I pulled the car in to a familiar drive way. I know I am always a bother to her but where else could I go? who else would listen to me if not her? I swear that this was the last place I wanted to go but somehow, I found myself at Tiffany’s apartment. She must be fed up with my shit and I fucking felt ashamed. I climbed out of my car and hurriedly rushed to her door