  Chapter 26
  Find me in your heart
  &quot;Mom!&quot;
      I rolled over in bed and realized that my frightening dreams had returned as I remembered what had happened after five years.
      Five years have passed, but I still have no intention of letting go of these dreams. I repeatedly see the mother running, treading the unfinished road just to escape whoever is chasing her.
      It was horrible.
  She must ve been scared.
  She must ve been crying. . . for help.
       I was still not used to it and still sweated profusely from the cold and shivering every time I remembered that.
  I fully suspect myself upright because I need to be productive today.
      It is Sunday today, and I m off work. I decided to go home all day first, literally to rest. Because tomorrow, I will go back to my hellish life with that man.
      I don t know. I used to want to, I want to work. But now, bec

  Chapter 27
  Find me in your heart
  It was three o clock in the afternoon when I decided to go to Eugene s Bar first. It s more comfortable there because I almost know people well. It s just that I still remember so much.
      This place still hadn t changed even five years ago. Everything seems so, at peace. Only my heart and mind are not.
      Maybe I m still really lucky because there are only a few people there, so it s not too noisy. It was easier for me to meditate. It s easier to remember everything, things I should have just forgotten.
      I picked up my cellphone and quickly typed Zoe s number there. There are times when I just want to be alone but don t want to be alone. I wanted to be alone, but I also wanted to have someone there for me probably.
      I laughed at my own mess. But that s the truth, we wanted to be alone, but then we want to know that we re probably no

  Chapter 25
  Find me in your heart
      We didn t have a chance to meet just a week before graduation, but I didn t pay attention to that. I know he needs to take care of his records and practices for graduation and to be ready for his training afterward.
      My whole system grew cold at the thought. This is what I m scared of. His training. . . I don t know how I can handle that, and I don t even have a plan for that.
      The training would take almost a year, and I could hardly imagine that I would not be able to even talk to him. There are too many days when I don t know what happened to him or if he will be okay there.
      I slapped myself lightly. I must not think like that. I must be happy for Asher. In just a few steps, he will reach his dreams.
      I tried my chosen dress in the fitting room. I ll be wearing this to his graduation tomorrow. It is simple but also elegan

Chapter 26
  Find me in your heart
  &quot;Mom!&quot;
      I rolled over in bed and realized that my frightening dreams had returned as I remembered what had happened after five years.
      Five years have passed, but I still have no intention of letting go of these dreams. I repeatedly see the mother running, treading the unfinished road just to escape whoever is chasing her.
      It was horrible.
  She must ve been scared.
  She must ve been crying. . . for help.
       I was still not used to it and still sweated profusely from the cold and shivering every time I remembered that.
  I fully suspect myself upright because I need to be productive today.
      It is Sunday today, and I m off work. I decided to go home all day first, literally to rest. Because tomorrow, I will go back to my hellish life with that man.
      I don t know. I used to want to, I want to work. But now, because we have a contract with H&H hotels, I feel like I m having a hard time moving.
  Why 

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