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  &quot;Alessia. . .&quot;
  I hurried out of the said bar. As usual, cowardice attacked me again.
      Now, I want to run. I wanted to run away again.
  But no matter how fast I walked, my cowardice overcame Asher s desire to catch up.
      Where I m going, I m also not sure. All I could think about was that I needed to get out as soon as possible and do everything I could to never see the man again.
  When I hailed a taxi, I thought I could escape him, so I was so shocked when we entered almost at the same time.
      My nose almost smoked with excessive irritation.
  It s annoying that I m running now. It s even more annoying that he s doing coercion and pursuit.
      It was scary.
      It was scary because I might give up.
      It was scary that I might accept him again.
  It s scary because I can t fix the brain on what it really wants.
    

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  Asher closed his eyes firmly before speaking, and I could clearly see his every restraint because of the situation. &quot;Did you drink a lot earlier? Are you drunk?&quot;
      I frowned at his question then I violently kissed him myself. I felt his shock but he quickly recovered and kissed me back.
      &quot;Alessia, I missed you.&quot;
      He groaned in between our kisses. Because then I didn t know what my body really wanted.
      All I know is that fear and doubt are gone. I m not in the right frame of mind either because of the different types of alcohol I ve been drinking. The time that his body was pressed into mine, I could no longer restrain myself.
      This feels good. Curiosity will not disappear with me either.
      Does curiosity can really kill? I don t think I m going to die right now.
      'If I die, I might die of pleasure

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      Regret means to feel sad or disappointed over something that has happened or has been done. Regret may mean different things to us, but it is one of the hardest feelings of all. It s like you re regretting something we know can t be undone.
      Some people have only had it for a short period of time, and others will have it for the rest of their lives.
  I know the scope of regrets is very wide, but you will have more things that you wish you could take back as you get older.
      We all do things in life that we regret — and this is the thing. I regret everything I did. I regret everything I have done connected with my two former relationships.
      But what else can we do about it?
      There are things in life that we hope to someday be able to do — that is, you can talk to him. Now, after a few times, I avoided him trying to explain I w

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  &quot;Alessia. . .&quot;
  I hurried out of the said bar. As usual, cowardice attacked me again.
      Now, I want to run. I wanted to run away again.
  But no matter how fast I walked, my cowardice overcame Asher s desire to catch up.
      Where I m going, I m also not sure. All I could think about was that I needed to get out as soon as possible and do everything I could to never see the man again.
  When I hailed a taxi, I thought I could escape him, so I was so shocked when we entered almost at the same time.
      My nose almost smoked with excessive irritation.
  It s annoying that I m running now. It s even more annoying that he s doing coercion and pursuit.
      It was scary.
      It was scary because I might give up.
      It was scary that I might accept him again.
  It s scary because I can t fix the brain on what it really wants.
      &quot;Kuya, Sofia Towers,&quot; I said to the taxi driver before he nodded and started

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