Chapter 126

AUTHORITARIAN HUSBAND Fallen on the couch with my husband’s push, that wasn’t that hard, I begin to wonder what next may follow, and a little worry is taking over me with the door of the room which I purposely kept open with Gordon sleeping inside. I think to myself where would they have had a party like this to get my husband so domineering because he hasn’t displayed that trait of his in such an arrogant way in recent times. Looking at my husband’s legs to understand and be prepared for his next move; looking directly at him in his eyes will not be liked by him; rather, it will either spoil the mood and he will back off, or he will get super aggressive. Because I am not prepared to handle any of his two extreme moods, I follow the learnings I have had over the past three years of being with him. He is anyway quite the dominant man, and alcohol only elevates that level of his. And because he is not caring about our kids, I must handle this situation and his behavior smart enough not t