Chapter 51

Muse I'm happy all weekend. Finally, I can freely live my love with Euniel, without being afraid of hurting someone, or doing something wrong. My joy is very immense to the point that I smile all the time. I know it's wrong how I feel, but I can't stop my heart from loving Euniel. I feel sorry for Sandra because I know she loves him, but he doesn't love her. We may want to do what needs to be done, but we have no power over our feelings. I pray and cross my fingers that Sandra meets a man who will love her as she deserves. During the week, coming home from work on Wednesday evening, I decide to go to Euniel beforehand. Indeed, he was supposed to tell me about his discussion with Sandra, but so far, I have not received any follow-up on this. Obviously, even if I know that Euniel is a man of his word, I can't help worrying about his silence. I waited all weekend for him to let me know, until Wednesday, but I got nothing from him. I think I can worry to death if I don't