CHOICE

GINGER: Caspian's lips against mine are soft and heartwarming. It feels like old times. I feel my body opening up to him as he nibbles gently, pleading for entrance, which I grant him without thinking twice. My wolf has been starved of touches from any of her mates for two months now, and I am the only barrier stopping her from undoing Caspian's clothes and taking him here in public. After what feels like an eternity, Caspian pulls away, both of us panting. My mind is still afloat as he speaks. "I've missed this," he says, drawing me back to reality. Then he stares into my eyes, causing my chest to thump fast, making me regret kissing him. Before I can react, the words I dread fall from his lips. "I want you, Ginger." Air leaves my lungs as I stay still, wondering whether to pull away or not. I do not want to lead him on again. I mean, I love him as a person, my mate, but Hu... I am in love with Hu. Everything about him, including the imperfect parts of him which he tries to hide from