I DON'T DESERVE HIM

HU: I should've never come to this stupid get-together after what happened between Ginger and me. But what excuse could I possibly give Caspian? Oh, I had sex with your girlfriend, so I won't make it. Fuck. I'm screwed, and I knew it the second Ginger walked through that door. It's unlike me to think about a girl twice. I've got enough life problems without adding her to the list. But she's everywhere in my mind. For the past twenty-four hours, I've barely thought about my father-just Ginger. Her beautiful face. Her perfect body. "Fuck," I sigh, running a hand through my hair as I pull open the back door and step onto the soft grass, the cool night air hitting my skin. I thought maybe I'd get over this weird feeling twisting in my chest, but every time I see her, it flares up like wildfire. Watching Caspian's arm slung around her like she belongs to him... Wait, she does belong to him. But that only makes the strange energy coursing through my veins worse, urging me to rip his fucking