Chapter 130

Howard's temples throbbed. He knew exactly what Alyssa wanted and what she was trying to do, but he didn't want it. Even with the skimpy slip and the perfume, he felt nothing. No spark. No desire. Alyssa moved closer, nuzzled his shoulder, and guided his hand toward her chest. But Howard rose to his feet. "Howard?" Her voice trembled with confusion. "Your health isn't great. You should rest," he said, keeping his back to her. "Howard, don't you like me?" Her voice cracked, a sob catching in her throat. He didn't answer. "She can do it, but I can't?" Tears thickened her words. "Howard, I want you. Please?" She couldn't have been more direct, yet he still didn't want it. "I need to go. Grandma expects me at breakfast," he said, grabbing his keys and heading for the door. "Howard!" Her cry split the room. Howard turned and found Alyssa standing there, completely bare. "Can't you give this to me?" she whispered, crying. Howard shut the door to block any view from outside, the