  &quot;What the fuck, man. How could you call a woman names. That's so silly.&quot;
      &quot;What did you expect me to do, huh? Should I just watch them ruin me again? She fucking hugged him. She went out with him. He even applied sunscreen on her back so sensually as though he's her lover? The most annoying part was that she seemed like she was happy and content. It's obvious that they are in a relationship. It was their plan. &quot; I ran a hand through my hair frustrated.
      I feel angry, disappointed, frustrated, betrayed and yet..... guilty. I feel bad for questioning her character like that but I had to because I don't trust her.
      I wasn't like this until lara almost ruined me. Such a bitch. I was completely in love with her. Bri and zac warned me but I wouldn't listen. I could feel that granny and dad were disappointed about my choice then but the stupid emotional and 

  Nichole.
      Boredom and loneliness.
      Two words that are now a part of my everyday life. I'm so lonely. Being home alone ain't fun. Since we returned from Maldives, nothing fun has happened.
      Five days. Five freaking days since we returned and I do the same thing everyday. Wake up, eat, chat a little with Maria, reading novels till noon, eat lunch, watch TV shows till late at night. Eat dinner and to bed again. This process, I repeat everyday.
      Five days since Xander and I talked. Well, six. If that night counts. He leaves for work before I wake up and arrives only after I've slept. Five days since he...
      He hasn't even made any attempt to apologize. How dare he? Such a egoistic man. I hate him. I'm being considerate because of Zachary. Zac.
      He apologised on his behalf but ofcourse, I didn't accept it but agreed when he implored me to listen to him when he t

  &quot;That was so much fun.&quot; I yelled over the top as Xander and I finally came out of the changing room. We had just gone snorkeling on the Mirihi Island resort and it was so much fun. I never thought I'd enjoy it as much as I did.
      It was a beautiful experience. I never knew what it felt like to witness the aqua life so close and live. I already knew Maldives was a place to explore over and over.
      &quot;Yes, it was.&quot; He replied smiling.
      &quot;I.......&quot; His phone call interrupted what I was about to say. He excused himself and I made my way back to the beach side.
      I took off the long top I was wearing over my bikini and laid on the deck chair. I wore my shades afterwards and watched everyone's movement at the beach.
      A man was chasing his wife and the wife ran as quick as she could, that too in circles and giggled all the way. It brought a smi

&quot;What the fuck, man. How could you call a woman names. That's so silly.&quot;
      &quot;What did you expect me to do, huh? Should I just watch them ruin me again? She fucking hugged him. She went out with him. He even applied sunscreen on her back so sensually as though he's her lover? The most annoying part was that she seemed like she was happy and content. It's obvious that they are in a relationship. It was their plan. &quot; I ran a hand through my hair frustrated.
      I feel angry, disappointed, frustrated, betrayed and yet..... guilty. I feel bad for questioning her character like that but I had to because I don't trust her.
      I wasn't like this until lara almost ruined me. Such a bitch. I was completely in love with her. Bri and zac warned me but I wouldn't listen. I could feel that granny and dad were disappointed about my choice then but the stupid emotional and pathetic self I was, thought that maybe my love will change her. I trusted her completely.
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