#Chapter 74: Dragging My Feet

Celeste Fiona was right - absolutely right. I needed to put Matt out of his misery. I just…needed to muster up the courage to actually do it. Breaking things off with him was going to hurt both of us, but eventually we would get over it. We would have to. Matt would move on, find some other girl. And I would… I didn’t know. I didn’t know what I would do. I was not like Matt - I didn’t have a line of people dying to be with me. But even if I did, I wouldn’t want any of them. I liked Matt. Genuinely liked him - not just because he was the first boy to ever show interest in me. And the thought of him being with someone else… Ugh, it didn’t matter. I would endure the pain if it meant making Matt happy. I had to break things off with him. I just…had to figure out how to do it and when. I was dragging my feet, admittedly. It had been a few days since Fiona had told me I needed to set Matt free and I still hadn’t pulled the trigger. I kept telling myself