#Chapter 109 - Losing Hope

Adrian I haven't been able to get Stella off of my mind ever since it was revealed that she was the mafia princess. Her dark hair and hazel eyes have haunted me in my dreams, leaving me no time to be able to rest and get my mind off of her. It feels like this is her revenge on me, to haunt my every waking, second into infiltrate, my dreams, leaving me know, place to seek refuge. Ever since I allowed Stella to slip through my fingers, she has been the phantom in the night who constantly reminds me of the life I fucked up. There is no other person to blame except for myself when it comes to her. Maybe it is a good thing that we are no longer together. Her connections to the mafia is clearly a boundary that I'm not willing to go past, a line that I am unwilling to cross. It seems like she is happy with them though, happier than I ever could've made her. So, the men she was with are her brothers. Does that mean that Sebastian is her brother too? They have always been affectionate w